LA 2 DA BAY

The time has finally come and when 12pm rolls around, PEAAAACCCCEEEEEEE NUKKA Im gonna be outta here! Madre and I will be driving to Napa for Thanksgiving and it will be a MUCH needed mini vacay. Sad thing is, Jordyn is with her dad for the week so a piece of me will be in Temecula, a BIG piece of me. I guess I should be used to this rotating holiday schedule I have with her father but I hate it every time.

As for Napa....oooohweeeee I feel 'O WINE THIRTY' just around the corner. Last year the power was out for like the entire day so when we were at home my godmother and I sat and drank 4 bottles of wine...ahhhh good times good times. So I get to see my twin (godsister) and I cant wait. Our last trip out there was a complete fail so this time around, we gotta do it up big, or maybe medium big, I havent let loose in a while and I might hurt myself..lmfaooo!!! So stay tuned for pics when I come back!!

HOLLLAA! oh and HAPPY EARLY THANKSGIVING!! I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

More

I just need.....more. You ever feel like you need more but your situation feels like it wont let you get more? Im being vague for a reason, so sorry if its misleading. I think maybe thats a part of the reason I keep myself so busy and so involved in softball and with Jordyn's activities because Im not getting what I need in my life. I need more and no matter how much I express how much more I need, I find myself speaking upon deaf ears. This is why I need out....trying to find the strength I know I have is hard when there is a part of you that doesnt want to be strong...

Juss saying....